Things that makes u wonder.....

I have the most wonderful time around when I was back in my home country, Malaysia. Things had never felt this great since I left for USA. I guessed people take for granted about a lot of things, especially if the people who are closed to you are nearby. But for me, being away from family and friends makes me appreciate their presence altogether. It is that special deep feeling that you have when you meet up with them, hug them, laughing at one another, reminiscing old times and gossiping about all kind of things! And most importantly, their presence with you that makes you feel complete....They cannot be replaced....

It has been almost 2 years since I am in USA and within this period of time, I learnt a lot of things about living, especially being away from my family. There are things that were unavoidable, and things which involved emotions are the ones that were harder to bear, harder to breath, harder to accept...but at the end of the day, I always believed that we will survive all turmoil that comes into our way...it is all about growing up, about being strong, about who we are....

At times, I do ponder into the past, about things I would have done differently...If I had done this and not done that, is it going to be any different than now? Well..we cannot go back to the past, what we have now is the present. It is always wishing this and wishing that..wishing and hoping things go the way we want it to be...but it never is....I always feel that we are here in this world today to face challenges, to be a better person....But then again, who can guarantee what is going to happen next...we never know...but what I can say is, as long as you have a true heart, at the end of the day, things will be alright...