Wednesday, April 27, 2011

What changed?

It has been about 6.5 years living abroad and finally I am back home in Malaysia. What have I experienced and learned over the past few years? I think I am more independent than I was a few years back, where living abroad kinda forced you to be a survivor. Everything you do, you have to do it by yourself because you are alone and there is no one there physically to support you. Everytime you go to a new place, you start from scratch, the very beginning, without knowing what to expect. Deep in my heart, you only wish for the best. But I was very lucky because I met good people that were there to support me. All of us started of as strangers but we ended up being best of friends. I will always cherished the good memories we had shared together. Most of all, I grew up.

There will be time when you want to settle down, at a place where you can call home. The decision to come back to Malaysia was simple, because there were strong valid reasons, and most of the time it boils down to be together with people you love, especially your family and the special someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with. And I knew I wanted to start my career somewhere which makes my life more stable instead of feeling like a nomad most of the time when I was away.

So here I am today, after 5 months back to my home country. What have I achieved, what have changed? Well..I know that I am going ahead with establishing a stable career, stable life, and sharing my moments with my loved ones. There is actually no value that could weigh these parameters at all, most importantly is that I feel contented of what I am having. And feeling blessed that I have people that is supporting me all the way. I thank all of you for your endless support and providing me with shoulders to cry on when in times of need. THANK YOU.

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